12.31.2011

happy new year!

I'm still a little bewildered by how fast 2011 came and went. On the one hand, so much occurred this year, but (to be honest) I was a bit numb to most of it that it feels as if not much happened at all. Still -- for the parts that I was sensitive to -- it was a nice, solid year. Taught me much about myself -- about my character; what I'm capable of, and consequently not capable of; where I want to go, and what I want to be up to... It was a good year for self-actualizing. And I hope to do some more of that next year too.

A few of my resolutions (because keeping them to myself is a sure guarantee that I won't get any of them done):
  1. Make my relationship with God my number one priority. I hope that before this new year ends I'm able to actively share my faith in a sensible, reasonable, logical way with someone else. And the only way I can accomplish this is by growing in my relationship with Him.
  2. Be a bit more frugal; it's exhausting stressing about money constantly, because I pretty much squander it (albeit on two very enriching things: books and music) when I have it -- tsk tsk.
  3. Procrastinate a little less each day. Seriously, my brand of procrastination is completely out of hand and just awful. It's got to a point where unless I'm being constrained by a really near deadline every time, the job will not get done.
  4. Take delicate care of myself -- that means working out consistently. I also plan on participating in some kind of charity run before the year is over.
  5. Lastly, foster my creativity. This involves completing at least one knitted project each month (because with the exception of the hat I knitted for my brother for Christmas, I have yet to complete any of the 99 -- slight exaggeration -- projects I have begun since taking up knitting about a year ago); enhancing my painting skills; and finally, finally learning to play the guitar.
Happy New Year, everyone!! I wish you every warm wish, and pray that you're infinitely blessed this year. And thanks so much for reading.

12.23.2011

friday

I'm completely camera-less for the first time in a very long time -- ever since I broke my canon and sold my nikon (to pay rent -- ah, desperation and stubbornness). So this is as festive as it'll get on here. In real life -- that's another issue (smirks). I draped my roommates in christmas lights and took some night shots -- again for my portfolio. The second photo is just Sam holding a lighter. I handheld the camera for this shot, so if it looks a little wobbly...

Sam and Victoria (if you guys ever read this): y'all are fantastic for helping me set up and modeling for me!

Now Playing: Somebody That I Used To Know (Gotye cover) by Ingrid Michaelson 
*** I really like the original (I played it a total of about 68 times the very first night I downloaded it); still I'm quite in love with this cover too (but then again, I like most everything Ingrid does).

Merry Christmas!

pentax k1000 // kodak tri-x

12.21.2011

this karen

Some self portraits I made for my photography class. There's no real concept really. I just had some books, and I was at my favorite park, and it seemed as good a time as any to work on the assignment. So this is what I ended up with. My professor liked it well enough; she gave me an 'A' in her class (can you tell that I'm not nearly as nonchalant as I'm making myself sound).

Now Playing: Snowfall by Ingrid Michaelson

pentax k1000 // kodak tri-x

12.02.2011

friday

My camera up and died on me about a couple weeks ago. I'm now using a borrowed one that I must return just as soon as my final portfolio is in order. And since this latest one is missing batteries for the built-in light meter, I have had to use my judgment on all the photos I've taken so far. To compensate for my greenness, I take multiple shots of the same scene at different apertures, but not at different shutter speeds now that I think about it -- which should make for some pretty interesting images once I finish developing... Oh, well.